Through Gerwyn's Eyes #20 - Could Time Rewind ?

 

Through Gerwyn's Eyes #20

Could Time Rewind ?

 

 

I wish time could rewind .

 

I wish time could bring me back to December because ..

I want to go back in time .

Back to the time when we were in Genting .

To the time when nothing else really mattered .

To the time when I could just lie in bed and think about life .

 

I wish time could bring me back to this time last year because ..

I want to tell myself of the things that's coming .

I want to be able to tell myself I had to work hard .

I want to be able to be the person I always wished to be .

 

I wish time could bring me back to 2010 because ..

I want to stop the rumours .

The rumours that hurt me so badly .

The rumours that haunt me till this day .

The rumours that people chose to believe in .

The rumours that made people believe words more than they believed me .

 

I wish time could bring me back to 2009 because ..

I want to stop myself from turning nice .

I'd be able to ignore peoples' comments .

I'd be able to be myself .

I'd be able to be better off .

 

I wish time could bring me back to 2003 because ..

I want to stay in my aunt's place .

Where I was disciplined .

Where I didn't become fat in the first place .

Where I didn't have to face my parents everyday .

Where I wouldn't be insulted by anyone else .